NEVER ENDING

Maybe we get to leave tomorrow? I HOPE FOR TOMORROW as we are not leaving today. The dr said they have someone that was admitted when we were with the same symptoms so we are not the rarest case, as if that is suppose to be comforting. I feel like we take one step forward and 12 steps backwards. She seems worse than yesterday. She seemed so much better this morning. She is just exhausted and just stares at you while in the crib. She saw me lay down on the bed across from her, and she just waves her hand at me. It is heart breaking.