MOTHERHOOOD SO FAR

We are bonding nicely. We spend all day hanging out. Mostly she eats, sleeps, and feeds. It is not at all what I expected. I do not feel drastically different, but I am comfortable in my own skin which is more than I can say for prior to even being pregnant. Scary considering that I always said I would NEVER have kids. I am not sure what the fear was, or if I ever really considered what that meant. It is odd considering that this seems to come very natural for me.

The doctor said my body takes to the pregnancy very well as if I was made to have babies. Telling that to someone who contemplated EVER having children is scary. I am a very calm person and thinking rational and not over reacting to everything has helped drastically.