BABY KISSES

Last night I was sitting at the counter with Madison. I had just made dinner. She looked at me after I gave her a kiss on the forehead, she patted my hand and made a kisses impression. It was so cute! She opened and closed her mouth to make the sucking sound of a kiss rather than squeezing her lips together. It was so sweet.

This morning was incredibly hard to leave her. She woke up in a bit of hysterics as if she was scared. I put her in my bed while I got ready. She slept while I changed her and even did her hair. She slept on my shoulder while I gathered our things and put her in the car. Once in the car she just stared at me while we drove to the sitters. Once at the sitters she was mad that I was leaving. It was so hard to let go of her when she clearly did not want me to leave. It frightens me that she is unhappy at the sitters rather than just missing me. It is so hard when the do not speak.